June 14, 2012

I'm Back

I was pretty excited to get home during the plane rides back. And, I just got back home over an hour ago. Unfortunately, it feels oddly the same. Truly, it's not a good thing. As if time stopped and nothing changed. Which means I will be the same. And, I don't want to be the same. Ayeee.... Anyways, I am crying right now because I miss Korea a lot. It's crazy how much I miss the people there. I hope I will feel better soon. I don't want to forget them, but this dull pain I'm feeling, it's hurts a lot; I don't want to feel it anymore. I know I will feel better! Until then, I'll just try to endure all this. Crap, I really need to go out and do something. I need to learn how to love California again....